I saw I had my accountancy exam so I have went to my old previous school to meet my all classmates and assemble for paper where I see students practicing katana where I say we could have done the same if we had physical education. The scence shifts a little and we are doing aerobics weee the instructor threw water at all but I got drenched so with humiliation, I ran to towards my home and this home was my old house not the current one. This is were i see a weird shaped big blue raccon who bullied me but my mother fixed him up( consider I have dreamt same before too, long time ago). Then I see a man who asks to roam around the area with him and I go and see a coal mine where I got to know someone is plotting to kill my parents and that area had many buffalos in green coloured water seperated by a wall which had another yellow colour water and it felt nasty. The scence shifts and me and my siblings are walking on a road where we see the trigger what was to be pushed in order to kill my parents. He goes in and says he want a to look and I stop him. The next scence I assume him to be dead and I am telling my mother how i never a sibling because I assumed him to be dead but I never saw if he deas or not. And my mother crying histerical say it hasn't left, the bad things hasn't left and I am comforting my mother. Note that I have no sibling
Your dream presents a rich tapestry of emotions, experiences, and symbols that reflect various aspects of your life and psyche. Here’s a detailed interpretation of your dream elements:
Accountancy Exam at Old School: The setting of your old school indicates a longing for past experiences or unresolved issues from earlier in your life. The exam symbolizes a period of assessment or self-evaluation in your waking life. It suggests that you might be feeling pressure or anxiety about achieving certain standards or expectations, either set by yourself or others.
Classmates and Katana Practice: The presence of classmates and the practice with katanas suggests nostalgia for your youth and shared experiences. Katanas represent discipline and a unique form of mastery or protection. Your remark about missing physical education points to a desire for more holistic or physical experiences and a reflection on how traditional education can sometimes feel limiting.
Aerobics Class and Humiliation: The shift to aerobics represents a need for movement and release—perhaps a way to handle stress in your life. Getting drenched by the instructor suggests feelings of embarrassment or exposure, highlighting vulnerabilities you may be experiencing in social situations. The act of running home indicates a desire to retreat to safety or comfort when overwhelmed.
Old House and the Blue Raccoon: The old house symbolizes your roots or childhood, perhaps touching on unresolved feelings from your past. The blue raccoon that bullies you might represent fears or insecurities that have resurfaced. The fact that your mother 'fixes him up' suggests a nurturing aspect of your psyche that actively seeks to mend and address these vulnerabilities.
Coal Mine and Fear for Parents: Visiting the coal mine unveils deeper anxieties or secrets, possibly related to family dynamics or protection. The plot to harm your parents indicates a deep-seated fear of loss or conflict within familial relationships. Buffalos in colored waters could symbolize burdens or heavy emotions mixed with confusion, given that the waters are separated but still nasty, indicating compartmentalized emotions that you may be struggling to process.
Siblings and Assumptions of Death: The interaction regarding your sibling highlights internal discussions about family, identity, and perhaps concepts of life and loss. Even though you do not have a sibling, this may symbolize an aspect of yourself that feels lost or unsupported. The dialogue with your mother about comforting her during a hysterical moment may reflect the need for emotional reassurance and the fear of repeating family traumas.
Comforting Your Mother: Finally, the act of comforting your mother emphasizes your caring nature and desire to protect those you love, which might be indicative of your own feelings of helplessness when faced with threats to familial stability.
Overall, this dream suggests a profound journey through nostalgia, self-reflection, fears of inadequacy, and the weight of familial responsibilities. It invites you to confront unresolved issues from your past and offers a chance to navigate your current fears using those experiences as armor. Consider whether aspects of your current life resonate with what you experienced in the dream and how you can channel these insights into your personal growth and emotional well-being.